Once MoreOnce again you have brought me down,Once More by ~smartangel10
Down to a place so unfamiliar
I cannot stand to look at myself
It has happened again,
Why let it happen again?
It’s my own fault for staying hopeful
My own fault for staying near you
I should not have spoken again
With this obvious fondness in my gaze,
Looking at you with my love stricken eyes,
Almost begging you to notice once again
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I come back for more,
When I am absolutely sure
Of how you don’t love me?
I can hold myself back,
Just this once,
And not let you see
My affections again
But I do not know if I can do this,
Seeing as I am a clumsy mess,
AnniversaryToday is the day.Anniversary by ~SuppressedOceans
Now darling you said you wouldn't cry.
It's been one whole year you've lived this lie.
You are not fine.
"Are you ok?"
No, today is the day,
He took it all from you.
Your trust, happiness, and he knew.
Today is the day you lost your childhood.
You said no.
Your body shakes from the cold.
Maybe not but your head aches,
From the endless nightmares the memory makes.
"Would you like to share what happened?"
Yes, oh god how you want to let it all out,
In one heavy shout.
He pinned you down, you said no,
But you weren't strong enough, he knew, he knew!
Today is the day he raped you.