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Once MoreOnce again you have brought me down,
Down to a place so unfamiliar
I cannot stand to look at myself
It has happened again,
Why let it happen again?

It’s my own fault for staying hopeful
My own fault for staying near you

I should not have spoken again
With this obvious fondness in my gaze,
Looking at you with my love stricken eyes,
Almost begging you to notice once again

Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I come back for more,
When I am absolutely sure
Of how you don’t love me?

I can hold myself back,
Just this once,
And not let you see
My affections again

But I do not know if I can do this,
Seeing as I am a clumsy mess,
I Once More by ~smartangel10

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AnniversaryToday is the day.

Now darling you said you wouldn't cry.
It's been one whole year you've lived this lie.
You are not fine.

"Are you ok?"
No, today is the day,
He took it all from you.
Your trust, happiness, and he knew.

"Of course."

Today is the day you lost your childhood.

You said no.
Your body shakes from the cold.
Maybe not but your head aches,
From the endless nightmares the memory makes.

"Would you like to share what happened?"
Yes, oh god how you want to let it all out,
In one heavy shout.
He pinned you down, you said no,
But you weren't strong enough, he knew, he knew!

"Not today."

Today is the day he raped you.

No onAnniversary by ~SuppressedOceans

Keira Knightley by *ryky

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Aug 10, 2012 WARNING!
Apr 21, 2012 Want To Help Me Be Awesome?
Mar 28, 2012 I'M ALIVE
Dec 1, 2011 Letter Meme
Nov 28, 2011 The Good and the Bad
Nov 21, 2011 Depression
Nov 21, 2011 Name Meme
Oct 22, 2011 Previews
Sep 20, 2011 A Question
Aug 5, 2011 Blurgh

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Megan
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United States

Born in Alaska and now live in North Carolina.
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WARNING!

by ~smartangel10, Aug 10, 2012, 12:42:24 PM
Journals / Personal

You are about to experience a flood of new deviations from yours truly! DO NOT FREAK OUT.

I know, I know... "Why are you just now posting all of these?"

Well I'm lazy and just now had this burst of energy that MADE me want. Anywho, enjoy!

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Mood: Eager
Listening to: A Killer Song - Sean Klitzner
Reading: Thirteen Reasons Why(again)
Watching: UberHaxorNova :B
Playing: Sadly Nothing
Eating: IDK
Drinking: Diet Dr. Pepper

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~SuppressedOceans Feb 4, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Hiya! Thank you for the favorite!

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~smartangel10 Feb 5, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Of Course!

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~happy4angels Oct 26, 2012

Thanks for the favorite!

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~smartangel10 Oct 28, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Of Course!

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~eringraboski Oct 17, 2012 Professional Photographer

thanks for your favorites!!!

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